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Video code provided by Music Video Codes ღI'm sorry I'm not perfect I can only be me, I'm sorry I'm not perfect Like the girl you want me to be. I'd give anything to make you happy Even if it makes me sad, I'd never do anything to hurt you I don't try to make you mad. Sometimes you get angry And we begin to fight, Little do you know I cry myself to sleep at night. Sometimes I don't know Just what I did wrong, I don't understand Why we don't get along. Every time we fight I wish you could feel my heart break, Sometimes I wonder How much more my heart can take. Sometimes I get so angry I don't know what to say, I feel just like a game That everyone wants to play. The only thing I need in this world Is someone who is true, The only thing I want in this world... Is to be loved by you. ღ ღObservations to tell a lie. to tell the truth. to make one cry. to make one choose. laughing at a joke when no one else is. makes the joker happy to know his joke lives. being shy and quiet only brings you peace. but without all the wars in life how could leaders come to be. hate is what rumors can bring rumors were made to corrupt. voice is where rumors can start it is also where they can stop. take advantage of the gifts of life sight,taste,hear and learn. teachers can tell you about the world,but to understand it,all you can do is observe.ღ ღShe loved him with everything, everything she had to give, she loved him with her heart, without him she couldn't live. She was still young, but that didn't bother her, she had a big heart, where this love could occur. They started off as best friends, best friends until the end, though secretly she'd fallen, but "friends" she had to pretend. Eventually he fell for her, and she no longer had to pretend, when he told her that he cared 4 her, she was happy to be his girlfriend. They spent all their time together, they were inseparable since that day, she was filled with utter happiness, until it was taken away. He told her that he loved her, and that he always would, it just wasn't working out for him, he would make it if he could. She just sat there and cried, and didn't try to change his mind, she just wants him to be happy, and get what he wants to find. He found what he wanted, it didn't take him very long, she thought he had truly loved her, but she guessed that she was wrong. She acted like it didn't hurt, as if she couldn't feel a thing, no one really ever saw, the feelings it could bring. On the outside she laughed, and no one ever guessed, that on the inside she hated things, and was planning her own death. She had to watch him hug on her, and tenderly kiss her face, she hated that girl so much, because she had taken her place She had thoughts of killing her, and of taking her own life, it seemed so very tempting, when she saw the little knife. She kept deciding it was best, to stay on Earth and wait, maybe he would come back, and want just one more date. Months and months passed, they seemed more like years, she was so unhappy, she cried so many tears. One day she told him she loved him, and how long she had felt that way, he said that he never cared, and crushed her more that day. She went back home and cried, and replayed his words in her head, the more she thought about it, the more she wished to be dead. One night she finally decided. that she should end her pain, but in life or death, her love would remain. She grabbed on tightly, to the friendly little blade, she closed her eyes shut, then looked at the cut she had made She knew that it was fatal, she could tell she was slipping away, she could hear her heart in her ears, her vision started to sway. With her last gasping breath, her life had escaped her, she had written her aching feelings, on a little sheet of paper. When her parents found the note, they read what it had to say, they decided to call him up, to show him what he caused that day. When he heard the news, he began to weep and cry, he then finally realized, that he'd been a real bad guy. The note that she had written, had stated the reasons why, she had chosen to end it, and why she chose to no longer cry. "I'm sorry mom and dad, that I decided to leave, I'm much happier now, so please, please don't grieve, I tried to get over him, he just wouldn't leave my head, so i figured it would help me, if maybe i was dead, I loved him so much, i didn't want us to be apart, i tried just to ignore it, but you can't ignore a broken heart." ღ ღEternal Pain How long must I endure this pain I feel, This deep rooted pain that seems so unreal. This pain runs through my veins each night, Sleepless thinking everythings alright. When I awake to each new day, Something tells me its all ok. Then this feeling of pain sets in, thinking ofyou again and again. Heartache, Heartpain its all the same, This pain from you cannot be explained. It runs so deep I can hardly bear, The plain as day truth, you'll never be there. Day by day this feeling fades, The pain from you will soon fade away. As time goes by a new love I'll gain, Still feeling for you Eternal Pain.ღ ღHonest Lies Why does everything seeem to go wrong? I try to keep a good face, I do my best to stay strong. It's just so hard when you're constantly feeling like you have to lie. About your life and about the times you cry. I feel like I should hide all my pain and everything I keep buried in my soul. Do you know how exactly this feels? I've never felt something this cold. You might say, "I know exactly how you feel." But you never will, at least not for real. You'll never have the pain I hide deep within me. Not until you look through my eyes and see what they see. My heart just feels so empty and so full of pain, and even sometimes my fear hurts and loneliness builds up and makes the anger towards myself hard to mantain.ღ ღTell Me Tell me how I'm feeling Tell me what I dream Tell me I'm just acting Tell me how I seem Tell me who I hate Tell me who I like Tell me how I rate Tell me you are right tell me how I look Read me like a book Then I'll tell you something Although I know you won't agree Only I know what I'm thinking Because only I am me.ღ ღConfusion So many questions So little time Sometimes I ask Am I losing my mind? So many decisions I know I can't make So much critisism I simply just can't take I can't please everyone Though I will always try Sometimes I get discouraged But I don't know why I hate all the pressures That are brought upon me To many decisions Then I'd rather there be I just can't stand it Don't know what to do To feel what I feel If only you knew I'm not looking for sympathy I just wish it would end But I feel it's a battle That I'll never win.ღ ღMy Best Friend Today I found a friend, Who knew everything I felt. She knew my every weakness, And the problems I've been dealt. She understood my wonders, And listened to my dreams. SHe listened to how I felt about life and love, And knew what it all means. Not once did she interupt me, Or tell me I was wrong. She understood what I was going through, And promised she'd stay long I reached out to this friend To show her that i care To pull her close and let her know How much I need her there I went to hold her hand To pull her a bit nearer And realized that this perfect friend I found Was nothing but my mirror.ღ ღ-->>Say It loud & Proud-- [C-2-the-ass]ღ --Eyes-- [.:.Brown.:.] --Stands At-- [5'2] --Hair-- [Brown,red and blonde streaks] --First Breath- [April 9th,1992] --Zodiac Sign- [Aries] --Status-- [Single] --Favourite Place-- [I Dont Know.] .:.Food.:.Banana .:.Band.:.All country,my chemical romance,used .:Agent:. 007-Bond James Bond .:Superhero:.Batman .:.Rapper.:. I hate rap .:.Brand of Clothing.:. Hurely, Roxy, Volcom, Billabong .:.Drink.:. ice caps .:.Hair Product.:. head and shoulders .:.Subjects.:. Gym, .:.colour.:.Black, red .:.Flower.:.grass..lol .:.Song.:. homewrecker,drugs or jesus,im a fake .:.Movie.:. without a paddle .:.Actor.:. Will Smith, .:.Cartoon.:. south park .:.Animal.:. Monkey, .:.Dessert.:. chocolat fudge brownie .:.Sport.:. Basketball, hockey, volleyball --Teams--.::.Basketball-Raptors.::. .::.Hockey-Ottawa Senators.::. L.a.s.t P.e.r.s.o.n Y.o.u --Hugged-- [.:.Kevin.:.] --Talked To-- [.:.Alana.:.] --Instanted Messaged-- [.:.Alana.:.] --Yelled At-- [Sister] --Missed-- [Cody]ღ [ღShout-outsღ] ღMitchTaylor, MattGinn, Kelsey,Trevor,CodyWelton,CodyThorne,CodyColby, Jamie,Bobby,Caroline,JennaGalea,JennaRose,Jake, JoshAmos, Meaghan, MeganPilot, TaylorAyres, TaylorCarmichael, Stewart, Webby, Kevin, Nathan, BritanyRyan, BrittG, Kolbi, AmberPeters, AmberThompson, EmilyIrwin, EmilyMark, Brooke, Alana, Alex, Stephen, Austin, Jesse, Chad, Kandas, Drew, Sammie, Stephy, Scotty, JoshObress, Sarah, Reily, Duddee, Dustin, JustinRout, JustinHales, JustinTeefy, JustinLecraw, Waylon, Johnnie, Wade, Michelle, Billy, Nick, Corey, ChrisKimball, ChrisMcveety, KrisOsbourne, Gabe, Aline, Rob, Kyle, JessicaArsenault, JessicaEvans, JessicaMcEwan, Danielle, Whitney, ShelbyMadget, ShelbyMuirhead, BrittLosier, Chantelle, Elise, AmandaBlondin, AmandaBurn, Becky, Ben, Diane, Maggie, Kandis Phinney, Kaley, Jodie, Anna, Chealseღ